bittersweet
a year ago from today since you’ve been gone
i am missing you, i’m feeling all alone
visiting your grave i try my best to be brave
with a broken heart i try not to fall apart
bcoz i know you must be watching from above
and so i’m smiling sending you thoughts of love
but today my heart is aching, i hide it well
coz i don’t want anyone watching
watching me cry, cry a river for you
i wonder if i cry enough will you come back?
come back and play badminton with me
i promise i won’t argue, i’ll just let you be
i am dreaming again with my eyes open
i think i’ll close them now and sleep
sleep is where i scape this bittersweet reality
because in my sleep you are there